Every time Valentine's Day approaches closer and closer, being single hits me with a sense of panic. Am I single by choice, or have I just deluded myself into believing the farce that I am "focusing on myself"? I like to think that I could have a partner if I chose to have one, but it's just not the right time for me. If I had a partner, I would definitely have significantly less material to write these narcissistic articles. Even though I'm self-aware, I still come on too strong with dudes just because it's Valentine's Day. It's like a game of musical chairs, and if I don't park my ass on someone I'll be a pariah.

Then coronavirus came, and now I just want a fucking husband. Skip navigation! Story from Relationships. Shani Silver. I am fully aware that broadly speaking, social distancing is easy for me.

Honestly, the concept of the article pissed me the f off. Single women have friends, families, colleagues, careers and some of us have children too. It personally did not work for me. The person I would want to spend the rest of my life with, my best friend. I have amazing friends, family that supports me, colleagues, and I am doing what I love day in and day out.